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2009-04-06T15:53:00.002+08:00

i've been thinking abit.i'm so easily affected by what people think of me. LOLshould'nt be the case la i guess.i should be strong and stand up for myself right?wrong,cause then i would'nt be true to myself.sidesi can take this shit.okay i, starting to sound totally random.life has been packed recently.too tired(pah. lazy more like) to journal so here i am, blogging.oh yeah.i've decided not to

2009-03-08T02:06:00.007+08:00

this would be the last free post i'll be showing.then i'ma make this blog privatei wish blogger had that whole private post thing,then i wouldnt have to think so much.i wish LJ had simpler codes i could work with.lolanyway.i'll try to make it as sweet and long as possible.=xRIGHT.its freaking 2 am and its that time of the day when weird images start flashing in my head.like zouk out at sentosa.

2009-02-14T00:25:00.007+08:00

camp.was just awesome. had a blast. :);) the various days activities was totally spent to the fullest and thats what i appreciate about it the most. woke up early for de laselle primary school as usual and as always, fun the max. i should be a primary school teacher or something. lol.we thought we were heading to "PASSPORT" but it was delayed. o well. we had fun at the arcade anyway. dancing..

2009-02-09T01:57:00.001+08:00

dear God,i miss you.and need you.okay.see you soon.:)

2009-02-03T02:19:00.003+08:00

i always wondered which was the case.that i stick around with them,cause they so called needed me to be around them just in case they needed some like you know, guidance from the good side.or was it because i needed them for company and whatever.. sustain my darker side? lol. *rolls eyes.they were good with the various stuff they were good at.and they helped me with alot of my decisions.say..

2009-01-26T00:15:00.000+08:00

its been ages since i pictured.enjoy.actually i have lots to say.but bloggins been rather okay,spending time alone.just me myself and i..its lonely.back thenwhen its just me,i always had Dad by my side,just ddint realise it.now..Dad giving me some time to understand what true solitude is about.friends.i dont want to be senile.i dont want to be suffering from depression,and certainly, i've

2009-01-10T00:40:00.003+08:00

let me first mention.how awesome God is.God is awesome. haha.okay. we have had a few stuff going on recently.....wo(man) by the ascian theater. one word. LOL.watched it with rashid and han. they could appreaciate theater man.i can't. hahha. i'll take a good old movie screen anytime... :Dit was vulgar but a few scenes were really thought provoking. heh.then rashid and i cabbed down to CFA20!!!! :D

2009-01-09T02:57:00.006+08:00

keep it short.woke up took the bus 39 to work.turns out. 39 went off to tampines. like. WTH MANstll donnt get it.te bus is screwed up i tell you. screwed up.so i got to mindchamps with my macdonalds in hand.started my admin work..and as the day passedit got worse and worse.i dont know how to describe the feelinga close word would bedespair.LOLjason lim yongjian is NOT cut out for a 9 to 5 office

2009-01-04T22:55:00.005+08:00

hey guys.this post is utterly random cause i', talking to myself alot.not worth a read but go ahead if you want to. haha.wow. so dead man.its been an awesome time these few days.first off was the awesome guangyang camp.i had an okay team, half of class 1n1.i guess i dont deserve to say that i did my best,cause then the class would'nt be so dead, i', sure i have it in me to bring life. haha! =

2008-12-17T02:22:00.004+08:00

wow. 500th post.interestin life much?wellits our first MHS of the week.tmrs is my programme.well.lots of people coming.wonder who will leave marc's place, life altered.WELL.fallout as usual. calls for a post. as usual.emotional.. emotional...its just the way God wired me.father.dad.Abba.i guess its time.jason.let go. all of them.lifetime of friendships."ITS ALL MEANINGLESS"lifetime of

2008-12-16T01:41:00.000+08:00

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other

2008-12-12T17:28:00.003+08:00

if you dont wanna read another emo postthen ddont read my blog! lol. right.anywayletter to God:dear God.making this quick, gtg soon. hows things up there?must be busy huh, jesus packing his bags and getting ready to come back and stuff. well you've been asking how have i been, so this letter is in reply to that.i never really have doubt. you must have covered me from that. now what i'm going

2008-12-06T15:16:00.002+08:00

well if yesterday was'nt the weirdest day of the year.just a short post,weird nonetheless.took bus 21 to mindchamps there.long journey, totally regret buying that ice lemon tea big glupfor the bros, it was just @#$@#$@ if you know what i mean.so the bus had these two seaters rows..and right in front of me was this THING.first impression it was a butch.basically it was a guy/girl. a 30 year old

2008-12-05T01:24:00.004+08:00

miau.i wrote a new song today.well. tried. its not done yet, still in its "creature stage" (spore) that was fun. and took the majority of my day. took a shit and then left the house to get my should;ve been free but its not really free starbucks(go down for details...)at tampines. i saw that stupid girl, that friend of weilings that i made cry years back cause she din't do her portion of work. i

2008-11-28T15:26:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to me.ended in a simple boring birthday.ahh. my 18th.a young man, people will say.what a feeling.well. spent my bithday morning in freaking china, wall mart, and then in an air plane.pretty cool huh.bought some alcohol. lmao.time for less words, far more action.heres to a great and eventful 18 jason.you need it.

2008-11-21T13:46:00.002+08:00

lol.I|M IN CHINA BABY.UH HUH. you heard me right.i'm in a village in china where there is INTERNET..its been great so far.the weather.. the food.. the people..just been so awesome.we fl---flight details...-hotel-go eat plus shop-leon clogging up the bowl..-haunted room? lolvillage is awesome.the weather is like cooling, food is greatthe people are great!they're not noisy and what not lol.played

2008-11-09T02:42:00.002+08:00

hello world.saturday.heres another update for the walk.elder freddy gave an AWESOME message.its not really in my head, as sermons tend to slip out one ear nowadays. but its in my heart.its a message about faith.anyhoos.woke up to find daryl and gang. did up the posters and stuff. it was rather fun,now tht i've traded my pentax for the nikon i dont give two hoots about battery life anymore. haha.

2008-11-07T01:55:00.003+08:00

well hello peeps.its been some timeo lvls technically is'nt over.theres still sciencebut who's counting? haha.God has been prodding me in the right direction again.can't help but love a God like that. :)well. with things going on as they are,i've been battling with my pride alot. jelousy. insecurity. all that emotional drama that is my mess of a life. haha.was'nt an issue back then. When all i

2008-10-06T19:28:00.002+08:00

i lubb mummy. lurvvbb lenovo. LOLdamn exams.. ok. STUDY TIME....

2008-09-16T22:11:00.002+08:00

I MISS MY PHONE.omgosh i need to re-record the song. ITS TERRIBLElol.darryl says journaling is goooood.it so would be laaaaa. i already forgot so many thoughts i needed to remembertoday has been a really extra ordinary day.its science practical prelims but who's noticing.lol.day after that went as usual. lepaking with satha and tupai. disturbing little kids.playing with motor bike o.oturns out i

2008-09-13T02:06:00.003+08:00

well well. if today was'nt a fufilling day compared to recent days.i'd drop dead.haha.morning was school. science not so bad.. poa pretty ok cept for last section major killer sia.hung out with mum and dad ahwhile before i took the bike off to bedok reservoir.biked around with bryan theo and jon abit before heading to katong via siglap area. bathed at wei loong's grandma's then we headed to the

Zatty and siti's reaction to cup chicks lol

2008-09-11T06:57:00.001+08:00

We were bored after studying so being the awesome guy i am..lol :)

Video060

2008-09-11T06:55:00.001+08:00

Prayer-001

2008-09-09T01:39:00.001+08:00

Yes its gonna be worth it. Just hold on, He's going to strengthen you. Just hold on.

Sex as usual

2008-09-09T01:38:00.001+08:00

With my fat wanker kane. After prelims as if we don.t have maths paper tmr. Lol.

2008-08-23T23:32:00.002+08:00

430th post.whoo.SUCH a cause for celebration.lolforgive me readers, its been a rough week? i don't know.Oral examination was such a failure.But whom shall i fear?The Lord my God is in control.i dint go for mini cell cause i wanted to studygoshi'm wasting so much time aginokay.-nominated youth ambassador for Mind champs-God's by my side constantly.-mum sold her first cake haha.-getting stressed?

2008-08-14T00:25:00.003+08:00

hey guys.o lvls is soonwth!well.got some projects coming up.can't wait.for now till after O's.mugging all the way.benson woke up my idea.thanks.take care y'all..watch out world.SK4 is emerging into cyber space..loleven my mum is going into online bakery.heh.mission trip subsidised by 50% WHOOand aslo this week. meet up with cheerios :) AND MUGGING <3cheers

2008-08-03T11:08:00.000+08:00

comp was spoiled.but its back.lol.right.time to get life back on track eh.hello jesus.its been ahwhile.

2008-07-21T01:17:00.002+08:00

lol sat was interesting.nahit was AWESOMEshall blog when i;ve the time, i've an AWESOME week coming up, just praying and fasting for the salvation of the people.Cause our God is SO AWESOME.oh man. i just wnna SHOUT it to everyone.if only you could SEE people.that He is SO amazing. haiz.the devil is an annoying prick. hahhaa.but we've Won. theres hope people!argh.ok last pointservice challenged me

2008-07-18T00:43:00.002+08:00

alamak. had a great word. forgot it already. sian.shall update when i can.in the meantime i wish i could show you guys my scars thingys. ouch.save one more for Jesus. =)amen.p.sMINI CELL WAS SO AWESOME =Dit was held at my house.so many came.darrence.. luther.. jay.. then the rest were the regular spartans.ate mee goreng.. hah. cheescake.. and watched genting movie. hahahai din't manage to

faith

2008-07-14T17:56:00.001+08:00

IMG_6178, originally uploaded by lesplendour.its been a long week. really good, long week.see this picture?it is'nt some zone gathering picture.its faith.its SK4.God is goooood. And all the time. cheers, i'ma be writing to taki to get my "career" started. :)

Flickr

2008-07-14T17:42:00.001+08:00

This is a test post from , a fancy photo sharing thing.

2008-07-13T02:36:00.001+08:00

miauwell.nubian gents was awesome as expected.morning was fine.night.. so argh..vin marcus justin and kean came.guess they'll be saved some other time eh.God's timing and all.whateveri'm sleeping.

2008-06-23T20:08:00.002+08:00

nostalgic?i don't think so.wow. its the end of the holidays. so much done. so little achieved.despite the melodramatic mood so far.lol.had been working at puma sales. its been a seriously wild ride.learnt a thing or two, and the experience is memorable. say, the half an hour breaks on the toilet bowl sleeping cause too shagged. the Philippine accents. cheena price tags. lol.other than that. its

2008-06-14T14:13:00.001+08:00

last night was so awesomecell outing.more on that later.gotta do some homework..take care guys,God's grace is sufficient. :)

2008-06-11T00:36:00.002+08:00

lessons learnt.don;t trust in one plastic bag.how credit cards really kill you.-even if you set a target to buy a single piece of apparel you might end up buying 3.dont matter if they're really nice and pretty good buys.anyhoos. back on more about saturday.ps i got a bible programe in ma phone. haha.i think saturday was the time and God planned it all. haha.i bumped into joel from tuition at ntuc

2008-06-08T13:02:00.002+08:00

aight. its been awhile since the last post so heres the update. chris is totally touching me right nowbut it feels good. right. about friday.went off to school cause shieow screwed me over. did dnt then went back home to bathe. then i met up with the guys for the puma interview. the guys name is jason lol. whatever. uh actually decided to skip church for two weekends cause they needed people who

2008-05-25T22:42:00.002+08:00

been having the fever for about 4 days alreadyi think i exerted myself during work (greendale) on wednesday.Then it was minicell. probably took some out of me too.then thursday wasnt feeling well already, hung at bryan's till night.friday morn was late for school.but it was fine cause i was'nt feeling well so mdm zaibon said it was okay.got back report book. i actually did better than kean tong.

2008-05-22T01:28:00.002+08:00

its been a wild ride these few weeks.shall post tmr. its getting really late.cheersp.s God you're awesomethanks for speaking to my mumcheers

2008-05-15T02:15:00.002+08:00

teach me to fall into love again lord.into your love.teach me to wait for you.till your glory falls like a mighty flood into this place.i'll never live until you fill me again lord.i want to die to you.give it all to you.only then i'll truly live.set me free o God.so lost without you.

2008-05-15T01:28:00.003+08:00

unworthy.get behind me satan.YOU"RE THE UNWORTHY.i am the child of God and He is mighty to save.i will sand firm on His rock and no other.falter i may but fall i shall not.for He is King and He is IN THE HOUSEHe fills me with HOPEand STRENGTH to carry on.He is my light and my salvationNo one else compares to MY KING.My lord. its all in your hands now.in my weakness i am made strong,so let me rise

2008-05-11T00:41:00.004+08:00

extremely satisfied with cell today.we had a really good sharing and stuff.talked about the purpose of the cell.. our thoughts and feelings.. the current situation and our action plan to change things cause God's starting to move really powerfully. had two guys from HS who wanted to come over to the cell. It was a wake up call for some of us. Then we started to share some more good stuff.. like

2008-05-09T23:17:00.002+08:00

im sure i had alot of things to do online..crapanyhow.in about 47 minutes it'll be dads birthdaymuhahahasurprise him or somethingzzz..today's hang out with marc was spastic enough. then came along marcus nard sha zat trishna and jo. bumped into terry and ronny and we played bowling. wasted my 2.50 but ohhhh well. then i had this mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm hokkien mee meal i'm still feeling... ahhaayeah

2008-05-09T00:42:00.002+08:00

i guess i'm reaally asking for itlast friday, if i not wrong. over night biking to east coast park with sean. pretty spasticwednesday no school guess i how i spent it.sleeping from 12 to 7 before heading off to tuition cause the night before when overnight biking again. uber uber wayyyy uber spastic.shall elaborate in my next post plus pics..for now.. it was damn fun hahatoday they gave out free

2008-05-02T15:26:00.002+08:00

feeling rather pissed off about my stuff not working.my camera has this weird effect. it does'nt work in auto mode at all.and now , my mouse's left click is majorly driving me crazy. it only work if you freaking SLAM your finger on it.so sick about stuff. its only3 30. without my click i feel sooo bloody annoyed.also. with regards to my english paper.. i was so bored i never put in a single ounce

2008-04-22T19:12:00.002+08:00

mum insists i'm watching pornright.LOLkk. was pissed about everything when i came out of school.that babi thing going on.stopping it tmr. drawing the line at tmr.whatever lamajor f-ed up. shall study now..cheers

2008-04-20T18:42:00.003+08:00

uber full.just came back from pulau ubin biking trip with Cheerios, organized by rubberben.. like freaking finally i get to go with a decent amount of friends. Haven't been in the best of moods these few weeks, guess i was;nt that sociable today. Still, we had a lot of fun.freaking entry for me was 4.50. exit was the same. cause i brought a bike in for an extra 2 bucks.so. we set off. :Dsparing

2008-04-19T04:07:00.003+08:00

man.i don't wanna ever grow old having to have '4 philippino comfort women', and whats worse, have a woman friend see me with them..its like..so digraceful.been sitting here awhile. here being downtown east macdonalds at 4 am. pretty good eh. been studying alittle since 12 . quite productive, seeing how Cheers is conviently closed. ( buying drinks makes me pee alot )i've always thought it was 24

2008-04-13T22:48:00.005+08:00

hehAWESOME time yesterday at church. just awesome really.came alittle late for service and sat alone but it was fine. then sat with leon and theo. they were spastic and stuff but it was cool. haha. God was tangible.. worship was from the heart, and just wanted to please God.one just has to experience it. then was cell. had this indian pastor along. brother bobby. haha. so we did this really

2008-04-12T00:34:00.003+08:00

haven't been doing PCsides that, i'm hungry.sides that, just finished CC. like, graduate from CC.i'm sleepy now so i can't really think of words to express myself. its been quite the experience. i will definately miss the fun we had, no regrets :Di'll probably find mitch's blog link so you can read. hahjaaalright i'ma head to lala land now.cheers.p.s Planet shakers was AWESOME.but GOD. is the

2008-04-07T19:10:00.003+08:00

mrs shieow said the F word today. LOLif that does'nt sum up my day..then erdnt was until 6.00 wth hahahaokay i'ma go roping now. so bored of com. i dled loads of songs. lmao.kp.s zoo was fun!LETTY PANG SEH-EDforgot to take picture of the ben and jerrys' which followed. yummy bliss.joining toast masters hopefully. have to speak to surin and preston. muahahagoodnight y'all, from now, chionging

2008-04-01T22:05:00.003+08:00

just short shit. don;t have timefeeling sick. urghanyhow.just what exactly does it mean when the girl of your dreams comes up to you sayingi dreamt of you.running around in church with a green bagWTHflabbergasted.and i prayed to God this morning. i asked if he could let me find my calculator. and find my path back to him. And he certainly answered my prayers! hallelujah. =)God is an awesome God!

2008-03-26T23:04:00.002+08:00

this has been a rather great night.singapore's winning lebanon,and i find my life's at an actual turning point.i guess thats enough,good job adam khoo.you have"done more than is expected of you"p.s i was the on;y emotionless bugger on stage o.o

2008-03-25T21:33:00.002+08:00

if yesterday's lessons were short, today's were gherkins, which apparently looks like a guy with syphilis if you ask me. very thought provoking, not skills based. i was delirious on how much money i've wasted on MC. lol. no offence. i was actually motivated and not just HIGH for once. anyhow.i've also got with me a proper academic path planned out this time. and holy molly its actually a feasible

2008-03-24T21:15:00.005+08:00

ahh, i have today a very scandalous (just another spastic word which would never be appropriate as usual) post up. perhaps something rather unexpected, for those who just started following this journey-story of my immaculate life(right.)*hmm. blog here says Could not contact Blogger.com o.o"moving on.Waking up from a three hour slumber, i was astonished to find myself still alive and kicking, and

2008-03-23T17:01:00.002+08:00

well.i love God.hes my friend.=)best friends one day, my skipping buddy. canteen buddy.randomizaing cause i just skipped like mad.its holy sunday? i dunno. something sunday. easter sunday i think. service was great yesterday.the drama was excellently put together. Still people were so bloody critical. Regardless. Repented from my spiritual backsliding. Will be spending more time with God

2008-03-18T00:26:00.001+08:00

2008-03-17T00:56:00.002+08:00

its 12;56 amshould have done this post a long time agoas with so many other thingstime is really short.as with lifei guess this is the climax of what has been, to me, a rather fufilling holiday. difficult to come by these days. just the break that i needed. hopefully it stops here and i can concentrate on powering ahead for O levels.it would have been good to document the week so far,but

2008-03-08T15:02:00.003+08:00

its been a rough quart term so far,i guess its the sundayless life.nevertheless. words can't really express the thoughts and feelings i'm having,its too mixed up, i can't think straight and i don't even feel like i'm living.i guess its what happens when one just refuses to go back to God's graces,you feel like a robot, or even worse, a peddler for the pleasures of life. you just want more and

2008-03-04T17:02:00.003+08:00

this made my day,yong sheng's blogjason-HEY. you are crazy . it’s been fun singing tropo tropo songs with you stay crazy!:Dhmm i haven't been my usual spastic make ppl laugh self in awhile.maybe its time i let him out of the closet.watch out world,funny jason might just come back :D

2008-03-04T00:11:00.003+08:00

yet another spastic blog post..lost interst to blog again.craziest week end so far, friday EU, sat full Eu, sun S4L and EU. assisted in Eu, so exhausted, lost voice.got dale to sign my secrets of male entrepreneurs exposed book, lolthe whole experience was so dramatic. i can;t even bear to get it down. zzpolitics.. crazy fun... small world.. ugly girls..( =x ).. CAT TEAM.. assisting was SPASTIC.

2008-02-17T23:22:00.002+08:00

with 20 seconds letf,help.edit.--i've 4 mins,freaking cheena new year.ate so much junk food despite God's warning. LOLnow i've some ulcers and stuff. shall drink loads of water before sleeping.eh. one more minute.Church was great. The service started out great, there was a different feel to the service. WANG WAS THERE. LOL! shall fast for him some time this week. for ling too. yay, i feel a great

2008-02-16T01:04:00.002+08:00

was feeling kinda sentimental.thinkin all bout my walk with God till pei wei called. o.ospastic sia.did dnt after school, then helped out at the humanities board, and watched meet the spartans and beowulf and the simpsons movie on the computer before meeting jessica on the bus. some random dude that i don't know *right. somehow coincidentally was on the same bus. hahaha. damn funny.took train to

2008-02-08T01:28:00.000+08:00

ya know. i've a pretty darn good life.i'd die happy.been thinking alittle. about who i am. what i've been. and from who i wanna be..well lol.anyhow. randoms.i found this entire stack of mr midnight. was doing the school cip thing. lucky find eh. stupid dict stole my libary book. must go and kill him tmr. tip top condition summore.well collected ang paos today. haven't counted. no life sia. was

2008-02-04T01:14:00.000+08:00

uncle said i was grunge.lol. went queensway after MC. bought saosin shirt and a brown geisha shirt. toby came along and then we went to eat ikea hot dogs.nothing much. but it was rather fun.hope i din't lose anything.if you know what i mean.literally.good jnight God.bless it be o.o

2008-02-03T00:24:00.000+08:00

HE's the best thing that's happened to me.period.love you much.-jesus.

2008-01-31T00:36:00.000+08:00

alright. short post cause its late and school tmr.well. just came back from jamming with the guys, had a really great time as usual.had PIZZA at DNT afternoon programme. ms wong is LEAVING US!! =(((((so she bought us pizza. it was really nice. ronny was like.. CHILLI SHIOK! haha. uber fun after that too. stayed back for notice board and had more fun. haha. organised the spastic jamming session.

2008-01-28T18:48:00.001+08:00

stupid insects.lazy to blog much.but back on track with God.hallelujah.haha.cheers,ebuddy is wayyyy cool.

2008-01-24T17:30:00.000+08:00

nice windy day.walked home alone slowly, felt like i had this burden in my heart.yeah.. today's the release of the O lvl results.its really crazy, as if i took back my very own results.thinkin of my future and stuff.. lol. what am i going to say to others, how well i've done. crazy stuff like that.well. yeah. siong from brunei just msned me, asked for my results. along with many others back in

2008-01-21T00:20:00.000+08:00

one, my com isannoyingly lagging for i dunno what reason.two, damn facebook is really hooky.three, no i haven't uninstalled SROfour, i wanna join the nippon thingy. really cool.five, i was apprehended by three police today as i was waiting for dad after mind champs. very very cool.they were like.*approach.- could you please stand up sir.i was already like.LOLHAHAWT*ROLFLMAO.i din't manage to

2008-01-19T14:38:00.001+08:00

exodus,on;y stan d still and he will fight for you.o, my God...sigh? lorl.

2008-01-18T16:37:00.000+08:00

booyah.

2008-01-18T15:12:00.000+08:00

lol i.m like bloging with my phone its pretty cool:) i got to read the online bible, so don't need take the real thing around if i can't so much. Heh.0well today ended school uber early haha. Then i spoke with mr surin about the prom organising and perhaps the things i could do for the school as in business terms. Glory to God man. all the Glory to God. who am i without him, who shall i become

2008-01-15T23:25:00.000+08:00

dancing's really cool.i realllly feel like taking it upbut a class itself at o school is like 12 bucks. major whoaa.i'll take five to blog. haha. been doing some studying today.Alvin's told me I CAN"T MAKE IT FOR TOP O LVL. KNN. I"LL SHOW HIM. I WILL SHOWW THE FLACKING WORLD I CAN FLAKING DO MOTHER FUAKINGINGY DO IT!!! plus that MARCUS. hmph. Sean kim was like, oh okay go for it LOL. i was like,

2008-01-13T21:19:00.000+08:00

a first.these feelings i've never felt before.to protect you, to comfort you.the rain came,i took your hand to lead you,bring you to shelter.you held on, and even squeezed.i felt relief,that you'd like me after all. then i knew not what happened,but you let go.you turned away, telling your friends,that you loved me not,we're just friends, nothing more.tell me then, what this all means,for you

2008-01-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

alright. yesterday. was happy cause i finally had a filled day in a few. if you could call it that.haha. school, then hung out with chi kai, christabel and gang.. thinking to myself. i really don;'t have any 'best friends' in school do i. haha. paranoia set in LOL. been WANDERING around so much amongst all my different friend cliques, it just does'nt feel the same anymore. not that i'm not

2008-01-09T18:15:00.000+08:00

apparently, the wireless is pretty weak. boo hoo.haha at most im getting 70 percent of the signalso sums up that its still weak. -.-arounds the same speeds as before.oh wellhaha. bx asked about my msn nick. conan USED it.WITHOUT ASKING.had a nice day in school,schold started at 9,then poa,then RECESS. a few lessons, GO BACK HOME. LOL. i was at home at 1 plus. and i'll be having wednesdays like

2008-01-09T17:27:00.000+08:00

lol.hello mio and 8meg speeds. hahahahacheers

2008-01-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

okay. an honest blog post,i believe God wants this.FUCK. lol. i don't really mean it, cause i ain;'t so angry anymore. channeled it to doing house work. lolall these shit things that 've been happening.. i know God wants me to learn something.taking responsiblity maybe? living above the line?or its about time i stepped up to the game. to work my mind alittle more. to see things before they

2008-01-07T17:29:00.000+08:00

bloggo time.i guess i really am too emotional.i try too hard to be real.so what is realdefine real.who you are? who am i? why do you try to hard to be who you are?why?why?God of all.And tommorow will be a better day.So says the Lord of hosts.For i am with you. forever and always.God. i trust in you completely.no mood to blog.. shall go study nowlifeless.

2008-01-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

honestly.honestly.honestly.okay jason. there is nothing eles. only God.so get a grip.nothing eles matters.only God.nothing eles matters,only God.why did you die for me lord.all these things i've done to you.i don't deserve you.so tell me why.even though my life,is just a lie,you still love me,and i don't know why.but that is why,you love me, o lord.show me your face o lord.encourage me,lest i

2008-01-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

i don't believe in luck.but if theres such a day of suayness in my life.today will be it .ooh man.i'm all emo again lorwl.skipping the little annoyances, [plus the censored one.]i dropped my phone! o.owas'nt invited to joylln;s leaving party thing that bryan got invited to?a big OKAY..cut hair. dumb waste of ten bucks. aunty was rude to sha. roar.lots of homework from shioew. 3 freaggin periods

2008-01-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

hello world.first day of school.half dead.gosh. shall spastic at my dear blog before taking control again haha.it was a cooling day. lovely.zaibon is our form teacher. haha. no co form.mrs shieow again.@#$madam siti takes the malay kids, we're sitting with the sec 4 exp kids.most spastic is two maths teachers. one's old and fat, the other young and skinny. (volleyball -.-)mr chiam for dnt. least

2008-01-01T03:42:00.000+08:00

tis the new year. 2008.God's promised me two things. this saturday's going to be power packed. going to fast tommorow.second,i will break through, for you.i've a treat for you guys.(later)these two days..haha.i wrote a song, not done yet.spoke to eze, and he was encouraged and strengthened to walk on with God.eze made ME even more encouraged to encourage more people, living this upright life.God,

2007-12-30T14:15:00.000+08:00

thanks lord.got the breakthrough i needed.its a new life huh.miau.

2007-12-29T02:16:00.000+08:00

ooh. conan's life's pretty interesting. haha check it outhttp://www.itsmylife.sg/itsmylife/meet_the_lifers.aspthird spastic face. from the top haha.what can i say, own life's pretty spastic packed too.year's coming to a close, i guess shall spare some time doing some serious blogging . (only because i'd like to feel my life's as interesting as others LOL) well. shall start with recently?

2007-12-23T00:06:00.000+08:00

empower u part 2.well. was'nt too bad.sleeping soon. shall valdez tmr LOL gosh.spastic days, oh spastic days. woke up late, dad sent me to mdis, started with dancing, blahblah, took a 20 dollar cab to church, hugged some church poeople, wished them merry christmas and then took PASTOR VINCENTS car back to mdis. lol. well the usual, dad mum and i sent wei shi back then went for my dinner.shall

2007-12-22T00:47:00.000+08:00

lol.i guess shoulda just trusted God, despite the circumstances.well nwo in cousin's house,aaron's here too suprisingly.with mei nao, steph and one more person.took the train to novena, bought long johns and headed to MDIS in pi wei's mum's car.pretty much had a blast, brent was cool, and also quite right, could'nt retain the energy level in the place. the hall was titanic, compared to the old

2007-12-21T14:29:00.000+08:00

a big sun of the beach.really stressed out.pissed and annoyed rather.i don't have too many buttons for people to push at.dad pushed number 1, about church and God.SOME PEOPLE pushed number 2, about MY FKING HARD EARNED MONEY FUCK.going to !@#$king waste !@#!ing 35 dollars on @#$@king nothing. NOTHING.i suppose God was right, i should have placed God first. MAYBE i should just pull out, but that

2007-12-18T23:07:00.001+08:00

feeling moody now. if thats the right word.sick lah. maybe alittle tired, emerge was kinda pumped. went there about 10, played some game.. the calling out your animal game thing at mind champs.hungry man is a grouchy man i'd saywent to collect results. did okay, eng and humans 1s, maths science poa and dnt 2s.mr tan asked not to be gay again. w.t.f.i've no mood lah. really no mood..i have

2007-12-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

tups asked me to pray for him. hahawell. results out tmr, i'm not too worried lah. i know i won;t do exceedingly well, but i should'n fail either. not exactly what i wanted.next year is the year of glory eh. haha.with the help of mind champs. and God really helping me super naturally, things falling into place and stuff. next year should start now huh. haha. OKAY.. shall start studying.. asap..

2007-12-17T09:07:00.000+08:00

lol. i'm sick.hope, spirit.amen

2007-12-15T00:59:00.000+08:00

have one minute to blog. loldamn its over.-.-okay. uploading some recent photos, and linking people, then maybe quiet time.listening to the fray, how to save a life. reminded me of kuku heng.dad said i could'nt sing. reminded me of the belief table thing. @!#$@!one day, i will SING. I WILL SING!! LOLgetting real with God. can't be a poser hahaawesome nick and us, at mox, winning some

2007-12-14T17:57:00.000+08:00

bored out of my mind.so is ling. i dunno lah i don wanna play wow either. no one to chat with.just kinda reflecting for next year.my last year in education huh. its been awhile for secondary school. too long, infact.i gotta shine.. shine real bright for christ. city on a hill, with gusto! haha.i was right, holyspirit was right. this year was kinda big, with me finally kind focused with mind

2007-12-12T16:08:00.000+08:00

working on my stencils i decided i have to blog alittle morewell i gotta start doing quiet time, and reflect on my blog.i also gotta start posting some photos, lol.going to east coast on the bike, which i just finally fixed up yesterday with jon and oswald, probably taking the camera with me, haha.decided to take some action. put the stuff i've learnt in EU and church camp. i MUST do it EVERYDAY.

2007-12-12T12:26:00.000+08:00

i am what i type. loli should have stepped out of my comfort zone for prom eh.should have done many things.roar..well i'm back to blogging, its been a very very interesting few weeks, only just the last three days have been stupid, with me waking up at 12 everyday. i hate not doing things lol. anyhow. just a little recap from church camp,it was AWESOME!youth alive was awesome, pastor reardon is

2007-11-28T03:34:00.000+08:00

its been a crazy crazy CRAZY week. i probably haven't had enough rest for the past few days, let alone using the energy from EMPOWERU by brent williams.grrrpost later lah will get some sleep now.'happy birthday, mate.

2007-11-24T23:33:00.000+08:00

@#$@#.man. just declared on my friendster..JUST HOW CRAZY I FEEL TODAY. MAN.I'M ECSTATIC. I CAN:T WAIT FOR THE FUTURE TO COME. TODAY'S PROGRAMME WAS FANTASTIC. IT WAS SOME CRAZY ROLLER COASTER RIDE OF FUN FUN FUN. NOT JUST THE FUN. BUT THE AWESOMENESS OF THE LESSONS I LEARNT TODAY. brent's right. this has changed my life, forever. only half way through and i'm PSYCHED. we went through so many

2007-11-19T00:08:00.000+08:00

D feeling..SWEET.PRAISE THE LORD FOREVER MORE.I CAN:T LIVE A DAY WITHOUT YOU LORD!HAHA.God is good. yes he is. HAHA.. listening to YOUTHALIVE! all of the above CD,my present from jerry for my baptism. AHHHH!!@#!@# the band that's gonna play for megalife church camp!! there's this song, sweetness that i heard from Jimmy eat world, combined with another song. I CANT TAKE IT ITS SO DARN NICE!@#heh.

2007-11-18T01:09:00.000+08:00

hey guys.feeling disappointed lah. my dad doesn't wanna come watch me get baptized.its like once a life time thing.. a milestone for me at that.but he rather simply work and work than lend his support for what, 2 or 3 hours?i would'nt say this if he has a regular job. BUT. he is a freaking family business owner AND the baptism's on sunday. SUNDAY. STILL he prefers to WORK. just WHAT the HELL