this would be the last free post i'll be showing.

then i'ma make this blog private

i wish blogger had that whole private post thing,
then i wouldnt have to think so much.
i wish LJ had simpler codes i could work with.

lol

anyway.


i'll try to make it as sweet and long as possible.
=x
RIGHT.
its freaking 2 am and its that time of the day when weird images start flashing in my head.
like zouk out at sentosa. so random.


well. these few days have been rather interesting.

it has been exciting and humbling.

take the TPE highway BICYCLE RIDE at 2 am. that was !@#!@. haha. was on the way home from katong when i got lost. found myself at hougang. o.o"" even took a picture.
next time post it up.. haha. my clas ppl sure enjoy.. hahhaa

aside from the nonsense..

ive been chatting with people... reading books..

im glad i go down to base once in a while. eveytime is an oppertunity to learn and grow.

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.




not that bad i think..
then again.

o.O

haha.
trying to understand myself is like..
well.
its gonna take some time i guess.


but right now..


i;m just dumping my insecure shit on all my friends.

i hate myself for it.

and i'm not doing justice to myself either.


i think i need to just slap myself awake man.

shake it off.


get it right.

=x

jase out.
for ahwhile.