hey guys.
this post is utterly random cause i', talking to myself alot.
not worth a read but go ahead if you want to. haha.


wow. so dead man.


its been an awesome time these few days.

first off was the awesome guangyang camp.
i had an okay team, half of class 1n1.
i guess i dont deserve to say that i did my best,
cause then the class would'nt be so dead, i', sure i have it in me to bring life. haha! =x
they never cheered, nor did they do anything right.

-i must be able to demand whats my standard. not bring myself down.if i allowed that standard to carry through, look at what bishan park was able to give me. so bring it up!-

i was'nt prepared with the icebreakers.. i was'nt able to play more games and stuff.
my major mistake was that i was'nt able to be completely serious when i needed to,
but gave up and the most crucial times.
even at mind champs, i have had kids even literally climb over my head.

i am improving, but i'm sure i can do much better in the next programme.
in bishan, i';; be sure to first start off with introductions, my expectations and my rules.
i'll be sure to prepare my ice breakers and games.
and i'll sure as whatever be prepared to win!!

i'll be sure to ask more questions,
be flexible, adaptable and take more iniative,
for example,
if games are'nt set up right,
just do what caro did,
play around with the settings, make sure they got the lessons in thier head.
i can be a better facil!! initiative is important.

i learnt to debrief better.
i guess i can bring best things into it, and also to pin point people, to recognise thier strengths and weaknesses. this camp i din't set the lines right, people still had thier issues, and brought them on throughtout the games. When i did that, everyone thought it was okay to do so. But thank God i had my ogls with me. haha.

its not my job to give up on my group,
they are my responsibilty and if they knew it,
i'm sure they can respond to sincerity.
i was really drained by my group.
but i guess i should have placed leaders in my group to help me with it.

im also going to implement more grouphands,
that should help with the groups.

on a whole,
my approach to my groups have to change.
i have to be firm when i need to. get my message across and then have fun. yeah.

but on a lighter note,
it was my first camp
and i did have loads of fun, despite being drained la, haha.

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what the crap

so tired i stopped blogging altogether.

okay. end it off.

after the sheebang close to sleeping time,
we had ben wei's birthday.
well. THAT was fun. hahahaha. :D
cake smashin..photo taking.. CCI torture style.. the usual.
then...
bathing was spastic but that might be alittle too LOL for this blog.
smirks for the girls.
did some quite time.. which i'm like.. crap i forgetting to do.right now o.O
so i dint get much sleep.

woke up to unique jumping jack and CCI challenge at bishan park.
terrible experience,
it was then that the kids started to climb over my head.
esp that girl, jing yi. sheesh.

blah blah dont wanna brood about it.. we dint even take a nice picture. o well.

took yong liang's car back to pasir ris. whoo hoo :D
thanks man. =)

okay. so back to bishan park sec.
i learnt my lesson, and got some ice breakers and games ready.
i was even thinkin of what group name to give them and what cheers to bring out.
then again. i saw a few of the kids of campfire, early in the morning when everyone was getting to school. they were like, hi jason. i was like HEY BUDDY! hahaha. waited forever for rashid and han. even strolled to the toilet and stuff. turns out the buggers were in a CAR already. on the freaking way to the school and i was about to be late. i chatted with another guang yang guy, from the OGLs while walking to the bus interchange. that was ncie too. haha. boarded the uber crowded bus, which took forever to reach the school. yong sen gave that grouchy look =x
but there were others much later than me. half way he announced, I hate waitin for late comers!!! lol that was scary.

so we went ahead to the hall and get the stuff ready.
i teamed up with ryan, a non cheerio with my class 1n2!!
blogging about them brings a smile to my face haha.

okay so we did introductions.
the classes were allocated to different people already.
so the announcements were random.
i was about 3rd or 4th to go up and announce my class, and i had an 'okayy laa' response.
not bad. compared to some others. =x

okay. so heres when some trouble was had.

i RUSHED through my games. like, each game lasted no more than 2 mins.
i never gave proper intructions, which was why people dint follow the rules and the outcome was'nt what i expected.

ended up, the games either got boring, or weird. for example the shoe game, the girls and guys simply went back to thier positions ,defeating the purpose of the game. the tennis ball game got boring.. and stuff like that.

but but.

when i din't plan anything.. i let myself just get immsered into the activities. By the time the CCI challenges started, we were doing awesome :D i just let my innate skills roll into play heh :x


the best part of the day was the camp fire.

just awesome but super tiring.

debrief was cool,

i mentioned how freddy was super engery bunny
and how han and rashid were pretty awesome too, at the camp fire.

yeah..
miau

yeah.. miau ok