wow. 500th post.

interestin life much?

well
its our first MHS of the week.
tmrs is my programme.

well.
lots of people coming.
wonder who will leave marc's place, life altered.

WELL.
fallout as usual. calls for a post. as usual.
emotional.. emotional...
its just the way God wired me.


father.
dad.
Abba.

i guess its time.
jason.
let go. all of them.


lifetime of friendships.

"ITS ALL MEANINGLESS"

lifetime of solitude.
except a solitude with the lord.
very cool.


*zen scene.. waterfall.. meditation..
i might as well become a monk.

golly. wish blogger could include a private section or something.

when sometimes you just need to go

FUC# THIS.
yeah.
i can imagine sis jo going
YJ YOU NEED TO SHINE FOR THE LORD....

yeah yeah sis jo you can stop haunting me now.

anyway.
questions of the day,

why share when nobody listens.
why give when nobody returns.
why take hurt when you dont heal.
why love. when you are taken for granted.

i need my jesus.
oh jesus brother. you make so tough,
but make it seem so easy.


but no.
i will not lose.
i will not hate.
you will not get the better of me.
never.




jason?anti-social? only a complete idiot can say that. -.-
brother,what hurts most is being so close.