if you dont wanna read another emo post

then ddont read my blog! lol. right.



anyway

letter to God:

dear God.

making this quick, gtg soon. hows things up there?must be busy huh, jesus packing his bags and getting ready to come back and stuff. well you've been asking how have i been, so this letter is in reply to that.

i never really have doubt. you must have covered me from that. now what i'm going through.. i still dont understand at all.

these stupid emotions lord...

i'm at a lost for words lord.

i just hope this time you're just inside doing a work.
i promise you though father,
i'll never let you Go.

i know i asked for a desert.
but for what again lord?
to learn to worship?
to grow in trust? in faith?
accept my calling?

lord.. have you stepped away from me? or have i stepped away from you?
have i not reached out to you?
answer my call father.. dont leave me here again.

my hearts cry is lost.
and you alone can find me.


whatever you may call.
i will follow you.
i will trust in you.

whatever.



is that all lord?

then ok.

i will be your warrior.
standing in the front lines for you.
you said that i will prophesy, that i will cast out addictions in your name. i will bring healing?
that i have a great destiny if i lay down my plans for you.
lord. if it is rightly so.
then eempoewr me.
not leave me emotionally drained?

faith.

okay lord. beyond the emotions.
thanks.

but why?
just like job?
my heart is yours already lord.
so is my life.

then,i submit.


i will do it for you, the people i love.
send me and yes lord.
i will go.




i will go.
i will. go.

pray for me.
love you.

deep deep.

haha.



signed.
your to be best friend.