omgosh i need to re-record the song. ITS TERRIBLE
lol.

darryl says journaling is goooood.
it so would be laaaaa. i already forgot so many thoughts i needed to remember
today has been a really extra ordinary day.

its science practical prelims but who's noticing.lol.

day after that went as usual. lepaking with satha and tupai. disturbing little kids.playing with motor bike o.o

turns out i forgot to take my phone from Mr yap. whoops.


went back home.

then this was when everything started.

after a certain BIG MAC.

things started going crazy.
first i pierced my toe.
then i fell off my bike, flying.
my brake went crazy so i disassembled it.

went back to school and he was in some spastic meeting. i think it was some civil defence thing.
darn.


headed to macs, where everything just felt so wrong. the air conditioning was spoilt.
could'nt focus in studying.
then

I LOST MY KEYS LOL. it had a JESUS tag, which made me feel like
jesus was abandoning me or that i had no more right to be with jesus.

i was like,

WHOA... if it was true.. i'll be like ooooh shit.
like. made me realise how important jesus really is to me. and what it means.

but..
i guess today God really stepped in and showed me i should'nt take him so lightly.
that i should have some holy fear and respect.

ended up i found my keys near where i fell.

but i learnt my lesson today.

God is'nt someone you wanna mess with. He may be loving and merciful but He is a just God...
and foshizzle, He is real and alive. thats the worst part LOL





alright its late.

gotta get to prayer meet tmr. cheers yall i love you guys to bits.