with 20 seconds letf,

help.


edit.--
i've 4 mins,

freaking cheena new year.
ate so much junk food despite God's warning. LOL

now i've some ulcers and stuff. shall drink loads of water before sleeping.
eh. one more minute.

Church was great. The service started out great, there was a different feel to the service. WANG WAS THERE. LOL! shall fast for him some time this week. for ling too. yay, i feel a great week coming on. anyhow. there was an alter call and i went for it. *grimaces at embarrassing thought.

but.. i think.

yesterday was really really good .

i was'nt finally free,
because i was ALREADY free.

jesus died for me.
jesus broke me free.

you've any idea what that feels like?

haha. i guess you gotta come down on your own knees yourself and find it out.

jerry prayed for me,
and i guess He was there.. real and intimate.
it was'nt the moment when i could say " how could i still doubt Him" but i know that will come soon.

it was strangely different this time, my stomach felt really warm.. like i was being healed inside. no kidding. today felt no different, had the same thoughts, but deeper inside, His voice gets louder and louder each time. i can't wait till i meet with him again in worship. singing his praises and lost in His love. i will never forget that day.

Jesus loves me so. =)
you guys too. =))


cell was great too. Worship was great, alittle mistakes here and there, but it was good. jerry and marcus were moved, i was surprised again, just like that time at bryan's condo. i could'nt feel anything, especially my leg. (it was numb) then.. it was sharing. i was reminded of our purpose, of our possibly destiny that we wanted, and what was better, what God probably wants us to do.
and then sharing. whoa. Most of us opened up real good, and i got to understand us better.yeah.

watched soccer, pang sehed conan for the second time that day, frekaing 4 nil arsenal vs man u, wa lau eh. arsenal.. how could you let them get that 4... haiz. met up with BX when jerry and shaun kong was buying ben and jerrys at SPCC petrol kiosk. was funny. haha. then when to shermans and sherrons. to watch the match. they basket sia. anyhow anyhow play with my specs when i was sleeping. sherman's playing dota tempted me to play again. hahahaha.



ayia.
MC. last few times arleady.

gosh.


fine shall sleep now. or maybe a 5 mins Qt. haha

cheerios.
tmr will be a better day =)