this week has been extreme BLESSING. hahaha. after bx's encouragements for repenting and all those attitude things, the full flame gospel sermon gave me so much heart to praise God, because he loves me..so much that i can never match his love :) loving God with all the fibre in my body.. is to love his children, the lost. i'm going to be the salt and the light. AMEN.
THEN. the sermon. WOW. finally i had the HS power coming over me. but this time i din't fall.GODD!! I WANT!! HAHAHA.. yep. it does'nt matter much, cause only God's love matters most :D pastor waved to me before he left :D anyhow. i just felt lovedd staying behind just sitting before the steps. i recieved LOADS of revelations yesterday.
how i have to fast to overcome my personal demons, how my attitude plays such an important role in everything. loving the lost.. like how God loves us all. does'nt matter what you;ve done, but loving us simply because of who we are.
the greatest love, that a man would die for his friend.
i always sought after that love, but i never realised that it was so within reach of myself. the love of God.. eternal and everlasting. and thats even better than any love any man(human) can give me. The Full Flame Gospel is just AMAZING. i kept crying over and over how STUPID i am. stupid stupid stupid SHUT UP! God is good. his grace is good. hahaha. all that sinning.. how SELFISH i've been towards not only God, but everyone.
haha. we've grown by yong le, a freaking HUGE 17 year old. bigger than our CARE BEAR! :D anyhow. cg prayer was awesome. i prayed my HEART out. SCREAMED AND CRIED. tried to crucify the devil, but i guess i haven;t the faith to do so yet =x i have the authority!! GET OUT DEMON! SELFISH ARROGANT BLOODY BASTARD SPIRIT GET OUT!
muhahaha. ahh well. all is well. i came back home.. super tired. napped and woke up frustrated all those stupid sinful thoughts were running through my head. almost took it out on mei mei but thank God din't. went to bryans house. jere was sleeping cause scary movie 3 was uber vlugar -.- i ate my pizza. blessing man, after all i gave all i had to church that day, 8 for offering and 2 for tithe.
today i woke up to 100 bucks on my table, and great news that Qiji was doing well. i praise God man.. hahaha.GLORY!
OKAY. thats enough of my already perfect week. woke up at about 12 today and started my water fast. gosh the TEMPTATIONS to play computer. anyhow i started to clean the house up.. just sweep.. all that stuff. or was it i started my devotions? dunno.. lol. anyhow read the word.. got blessed over the word. in mark 4 something. the parable of the sower.as sowers, we must stand on good soft ground so that our seeds can grow and multiply. WOW. like.. just so powerpack la that parable. lol..
so the house cleaned and everything.. checked my message and mum sent me one asking me to clean the house. i was like.. lol i cleaned already you sms me. :D took bus to tampines. fish and co.. so i'm stopping work. collect my pay on the 7th. WHOO! praise to God :DD manager says i have to focus, my attitude is okay but i have to be more productive. darn. :D
lesson learnt. at least my attitude is okay! metro had a sale so poked around.. wanted to buy under wear but mum offered to come down. i saw WOLF *jessica with her mother. hi aunty. and then went downstairs saw roxy. i testimo-ed her "stop stalking me" :D headed to libary, few pingyi girls were selling drinks to raise funds so they could go to germany or something like that. bought a pink dolphin. even untill then, i wasnt even that hungry. supernatural strength huh. haha. so i drank it with a little breaking of whatever fast thingy. lol. i borrowed buffy and angel comic, then headed to dads car to bugis
we ate bak kut teh. i decided that if i was to fast, i had better do it properly without water. otherwise, pointless. but now i realise.. my battle with myself has'nt been entirely futile. the fasting has helped. i maintain, instead of going down as usual. praise the lord :)
so today, july 02, i will be full-fasting. gglloooryy! haha
well thats about it, of my power pack week :D
SALT AND THE LIGHT. AMEN!! HAHAHAHA
p.s from pstor. you all ah. pray pray pray.. SHUT UP!and LISTEN to God. LOL!
be still, and know i am God
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