hey guys

church post again!
haha
friday was well spent
saturday woke up like..
12.. argh
went on to church...
practised the songs jer wanted me to play..
songs that i dint even know how to sing..
LOL.
he went off to a meeting
and i headed inside the grace chapel alone
kinda stuffy
but i could feel a faint presence kind of thing..
practised there..
God was watching.. wahaha
anyhow
went outside met marc.
then bryan and leon were also on time.
alittle suprised there
:D
sermon was great
can;t seem to remember it though
all i can always remember is the worship and presence of the lord
grown accustomed^correct spelling? to the feel of worship..jer says
relying on the high.. not so good
i have to balance my spiritual life
quiet time is a lifestlye.. did one yesterday.. fell asleep waiting for God to come
i played some nice tabs that came up from what i felt was the spirit guiding.
i think i was flowing :D. who knows?
that would be so awesome.
haha then it was cell
did our ice breaker.. if you can call that one la
then jer took a chair.. FOR ME
-bryan giggles-
ayia
super nervous la
then some times played wrongly..
screwed the first song.
went back to our places..
we;re opening up
i'm opening up
heh.

fellowship was weird..
i felt like opening up..
but opening up..
i feel as if i've already put some masks on
i haven't been myself for years already
how to become myself again?
things have changed...

slowly ba.
lol
we headed down to eat culet rice again :D
then shaun *told me of poa tuition.. interesting.lol
and jia wei headed on to thier song-ka
me jer justin marc headed to "mels place"
lol.. some bar in marine parade.
talked..
jer asked if i was an introvert
i guess you can see where the masks are coming from
i'm probably the most extroverted guy in the world
whaha bhb
well at least in class and outside
practical lamer la
marc and justin had a drink
did'nt want to give them bad impression..
marc said too young
LOL
told him i drank.
THAT WAS TOTALLY.. WTH
came out of my mouth and i was like, crap
felt as if i was trying to be someone.. poser lol
anyhow
they could'nt finish.. so justin poured a mug for me
supposed to ta it all.. but took a few breaks.
enjoy the beer ma.. :D
wa.. shiok la..
dad never let me drink whole mug
and i only drink from cans
well who woulda thunk
most spastic thing was
i felt something crawl on my thumb
felt so HUGE.
i was like
FUCK
tosses it to the side
ehh sorry sorry..
they were like.. laughing at my face la
then my first vulgar
LMAO
marc treated us to the beer..
phew. 30 bucks jsut for a jug man.

in the car
found out marc was from broadrick in sec 1.
he retained, and dropped to normal as well.
was like
huh
neh oh same..
oooh can associate with you.
lolz


well
thats it
came home watched prison break with family
lol
then quiet time
which i should do more often..
i now know things that i must do..
to consecrate my life
for annointing
thanks God.
will do my best.

i, going to have to remove my masks..
be myself.
why create problems when i don;t have any?
yea sure i drink
but i drink?
ahh don;t bull shit.


cheers..