haha.

its been a rather long and boring sunday
i'm blogging on my bed with mums lap top
miss this feeling
so shiok
haha

i'm really glad tonight :D
sa kor is going to USA in about 10 days time.. probably enough for me to place my roller blades order to be sent to didi kor kor's house! really cheaperdified AGGRO BLADES HERE I COME!
talked to jac about her problem with her dad.
hope she wakes up like i did.
it would really make a large difference.

giving way to our parents..
is such a major big deal.
hello. i'm 17 myself
according to the rules of the "COOL" society, and maybe even of life itself

i'm supposed to be an obnoxious,rude, impatient, arrogant, defiant hoelut of a son when speaking to my parents.let them cry and beg for me to listen to them.. so that i can have a better future and life ahead while my parents suffer by my hands.

wtf is that? *btw jac this is NOT targeted at you. just in general.
its total bullshit if you ask me.
why not make this family enviroment a better thing?
its in our place to give way to out parents
actually
not supposed to even give way
supposed to wholly obey our parents.

but yea. times are changing i'll credit that.
child is now the master of the parent?
as if the parent are simply atm machines.
money when we need it.. education.. clothes..
then when its all over..

thrash them away like they mean nothing.
go out, partying.. wasting your life in booze cigs drugs girls..
please.
grow up?
have a sense of gratitude here.
perhaps one day
when they disappear like grains of sands in the wind..
you'l come to realise how much more you could have recieved out of the parent child relationship
like love..
qualities like patience..kindness.respect. not just money but value. not just materials.. but appreciation.

time is only so much.
perhaps they dont mean much to you.. but you meant the world to them. only selfish bastards could shrug and cast them off like nothing. where is your heart, o selfish man? learn to live with a heart, and you'll finally be a man.

yes i'm talking to you cold heartless bastards out there in this world.. living as if parents never existed. your ego blinds you. your pride stops you from moving. you're blind and lame.. how pathetic is that? disabled by the very decisions you make. to let pride and ego take over. to let sin and the devil to triump over your life.

i could go on about the stupidity of these people
but one day
even the coldest hearts will see the inevitable truth.
the only constant.. is change.


qouted from
the holy spirit. eehh seeh
-.-
its late and i 've a maay paper tmr.
i'm going to finish up my poa..
read blogs
solve problems?
haha
some kpo shit ass
i love lipton tea
teddy rocks hahaha