minds a mess

too many thoughts running around..
too many things i have to say
too many thing i can;t say..



well. go according to priorities..

GOD.
*duh

its just words really can;t live up to the things i want to say or do.
motivation.. drive.. excuses?
pride? reputation?
dejection and self hate..
lol.
nah. nothing.

i'll wait it out lord.. as long as i have to.

nextt.apple!
wellll,. yeah. the most annoying old man thats been harping my arse the whole of 4 months. treats us like kids and when i return the favour, i become the favourite student. lovely. apparently, HODs have the power to do whtever bullshit they want, such as wasting time,
sending me to stand outside the class or something ridiculous like that. such juvenile bull shit punishment for SLEEPING. yeah. why don;t you suspend me for being a quiet guy whose not dirupting the class but are already three steps ahead of you in your so called important cohesion learning sessions. i almost blew it, but treating him like a spastic retard , and getting away with it is worth it. incidently, i am a trouble defiant kid who is like a primary 1 child who also may suffer from slight mental problems, like carrying a bag to the back of the class. yes that is very unusal and very wrong. its probably a crime to do so. wow. dangerous. wow.

a little side track, mr fuck-prawn face AGREES with rolex that i am defiant. WTF LA? HELLO? i don;t even TALK to you prawn.. AND I"M DEFIANT? WTFF? that is so UNCALLED FOR LA.. THAT annoyed me alot.

back to the thing. well. if rolex was to hold me back for lessons i would have just gone. but wth there was'nt any malay lessons. so satnd there git use.. talked to dunno whats his name from 4t1. was quite surprised to hear damn good reasoning from him when he explained what the fuck just happened to me. he might get expelled just cause he came late. for someone with that level of understanding.. the world just is;nt fair huh.

i could have posted a I LOVE ROLEX post again.. but really this time.. rolex is just too fucked up for me. next time i might lose control.. who knows? i am mentally unstable anyhow. then it was recess, visited that guy ahiwle then rolex shows up. -.- yeah so i'm like.. if i go spastic again i'ma be punished. whatever. mr sheiow never came either. the most amazing 1 hour passed.

why? 4n2 was in total silence. seriously.. anyhow i got bored after i was kinda emoing and sweeping the floor and stuff .. so i did my SS hw which was not supposed to be handed in. praise the lord though, teacher came in requesting the paper that i just did. coolness. went back home.. gear was crazy again.. made my new specs! its white frame with some nice design, went to downtown and ate sake with the fusions!haha. spastic photos not with me though. upload if i feel like it asap.kean was weird.. had few 10 bucks notes.. yet he asked us for 1 dollar each.. like.. what?? wth la.. abit weird lor.. like.. got money don;t use? wtf.. then tuition.. nothing happend lor.. final one.. yeah! teacher gave me a final revised formulas thingy. i suspect SAME as uncle johnny give one.. trr jit lol.

come back home.. practised mighty to save awhile. gave up, read email. turns out attributes has this discount things on two books MUM AND DAD ALREADY BOUGHT FO RME.. OMG.. so co-incidence.. and so SUAY.. spastic! i never even OPEN the books yet. wtf lol. a sign from above? lol. i owe conan a phone call huh. fion owes me change! yongliang owes me.. alot. conan owes me 5 bucks too. leo owes me guitar pro cd. marcus ear peice! i guess thats all i can remember..


my best friends?
class mates lurh.

but sometimes..

oh well.

CME. you know what THAT means.

nights lord. night HS.. night jesus bro. :D