friends.

created for us,
us for them.
to have and to hold,
to share and tell.
for eternity and beyond,
for life till death.

they touch our hearts.
mould our souls.
determine our lives,
change.

therefore.
who are we to choose?
who are you to be chosen?
be of much courage,
for one word will change,

everything.




surface poems. kinda emo in the silence of my room. regretted not knowing anyone on the ship.
i could have approached alot of people these 4 days. dammn! it fills my heart with much sorrow. haa lame.. =X well. i wrote it cause i felt there was a need to remind myself, how friends meant to me. how important they are.. how important they will be.


instead i felt so dao. haha. i lost the courage i had to approach neighboors moving in the middle of a hot sunny day to greet them a hi welcome to the nieghboorhood. i've lost courage to give support and lead people to sweet sweet victory.. lost courage to do what was right. living in fear.

ah. yes, the magic word.

fear.

so therfore child, have faith.

it'll change your life..
the way you never imagined..
it'll take you to places you've neevr dreamed of,
itll accomplish things you;ve never heard of.
because faith is from God..
and all that is from God.. is eternal.. amen.


i really wanna go back church.
i really miss God.. i miss talking.. feeling him.

but i've lost my resolve.
i've come u pwith excuses.. stupid ones at that.
i've become pathetic, huh.. haha.

indeed we're back at this delima..
to blame, or not to blame.


you said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
friends forever?

i don;t know. really.

well.

talking bout the past is;nt gonna help much its'nt it?

heh.

ALRIGHT. lovely day tommorw will be.
watched too much dsiney channel..

i love star cruises. haha..
i found my resolve!!

btw

it was TOTALLY worth it. LOL