whoosh. its friday again, taking another break i guess.

seems like the worlds agasint me or something, but somehow walking with the lord.. just pacing.. keeps me up and smiling. yay.

the REJECTION.
the EMBARASSMENT-sports heat got LAST. wth. so retarded.
the EMOTIONS.-

ah well.mum is kinda sick in the body.. bones are bad or something. she talked about death.. and i just crumbled larh.. damn.. spastic? haha. i guess. can;t let go of mummy? the day she goes.. i would be like..

i dunno. like empty inside. a hole in my heart. perhaps what i felt today.. was just but a bare glimps of what would come. i learnt many things i guess. like how we cry when we are happy? cause out hearts are brimming with love, that your heart has to release that happiness out, as for sadness.. love.. and whatever eles there is. today.. i felt love and gratitude for mummy and daddy.

just by being there.. just by living.. we have a reason to live, people. we were created to live, and live life to out fullest. everything eles, is a gift. mum, dad, ling.. plants.. houses.. gravel.. sand.. gifts from the Lord.

ayia. damn late alreadu.


conan is irritating.
stop wasting my phone bill retard. x)

o i won the humanities thingy again. yay.
set my new goals. 1,1,1,1,1,1 for N lvl. LOL. possible o possible.. xD
cheers