yeah.

hey blog.

long time no see.


its been awhile , but i'm back. just came from wei jie;s birthday party thing, ate an elephant. spent loads. o well. enjoyed my time, was really mean to small sean, and i feel much different today than ever. Many people have told me. you've changed from last year.

thing is, i know whats happening. every single moment.. i'm concious of my own words and thoughts. how different they are compared to then. maturity? or a choice? whose to say what is right.. and what is wrong.. the LORD, of course. haha.. the light of hope..

lol. who am i without a hope.. without my king of lords, friend? i know. i am lonely. friends: people who do not exist anymore or have left for many a long time. he who comforts me.. who lifts me.. who guides me.. i am lost. this is what i feel.. and i know deep in my heart i guess. letting it all out.. so i pray lord. find me and pick me up again. for i have fallen, and only you would pick me up.

blogging.. i can afford to be selfish yea? haha. true friends? questions after questions.. mind's all over the place. can;t think straight..

mum dad i love you. greatest parents i could ever have. greatest dad and greatest mum.
not to mention my greatest God.

tata. too tired to think.
zelethiorlarzthuein.