loads of stuff happened.


theres the swimming at bryans house.. and stuff la.

really lazy la.. its 1 already..


went cg outing today.. was kinda fun..

two girls.. chio sia.. look mature one.. but i liked the one who looked younger. jimmy liked the other one. hah. only sec 2 and 3.

never knew that i can accually help save ppl yea. it was truly through grace that i could do it ba.
haiz. what more, always somehow i'm cursed when all my friends.. go church somehow i cannot be there for them de.. like bryan that time.. then end up like i pang seh like that.. neh sia..


what about the possesion thingy? dunno sia.. never really knew what happened.

cg outing.. at vivo city! wanted to call fir and ask him what buses i could take. i know sure go faster way one.. haha.. damn fun la.. seriously.. first we gathered at the roof there... nixi give me the directions.. neh sia.. so complicated.. haha.. got lose.. anyway played loads of games there.. sat ina circle... wtf la.. everyone looked.. i din mind.. only worried what the friends would think.. most of the friends enjoyed themselves as the games progressed.. only the fat one got sian.. jimmy and wang sporting. went down and qeued for long john. darren looked moody and dao la. -.-" always kopster.. kop my fries! HAH. evil bastard. ate my ice kachang during my first time meeting the cg. THINK I FORGET AH. anyway. went back up and ate.. went shopping after that. din buiy anything, but wanted to buy a L.P hat.. only 9 plus.. so cheap right.. but agreed with wang. designe suck.. but quality i tot good he say bad, so yea.. din buy.. too common anyway i tot.. dunno la. never see ppl wear hat anyway. (darren did. neh. haha) went to topman... took emo pic. HAH. dumb sia.. -.- got spastic after that.. suaning everyone with my accents.. lame sia.. went to douhby ghaut.. talk to wang abt my experiences with god like that la.

he talked about sean.. how he say the holy spirit thing.. that some ushers pulled the ah beng down but he stayed up.. then sean aft tht din go church.. wtf la sean.. i know tahts not true.. cause i myself gone through it.. why the fuck you must say its not real leh? countless thousands of ppl have done it.. and each of evryone of them knows its all real.. why only you say its not reall leh? each time i hear abt church.. always you come into the picture.. always opposing.. diluting.. messing up everything.. i just can;t help but really dislike you la.. just stop can..

haiz. that fucker.... fucking anti christ spirit.. get out la.


haiz. dammit. it just works me up thinking abt that shit.. anyway.. want to get another peircing.. dunno worth not. like lazy lei.. getting mroe rebellious la me.. alwys come back later than my cerfew... somehow.. only now then seem too have this problem.. dunno why..

i think last time they dun mind lor.. now then they mind.. dad always get angry... sian..


wa.. whats her anem.... liting or luiting..english name.. rebecca.. last time church.. NEH sia..now act all emo and shit.. wtf la.. act cute somemroe..no choice la.. this kind of pathetic shit.. can just drop dead la... who wann to pity you.. think wat.. everyday out mascara and act cute.. guys will take pity and come stead with you.. wake up al girl.. and WA.. 21.. TRR.. i think quite cool la..

the guy the face.. NEH sia.. so fuckign young the trr jit.. YESh.. soo cooll.. take out shirt show TATOO.. fuck you la posers.. think so cool.. you wan probation..? ahh sry la. your parents like can control you alot la. life and future like git.

just shut up.. cause nobody cares..

you wanna speak.. then stand up.. pick yourself up.. wipe that black shit out of your eyes.. cause its fake shit.. you wanna be real emo.. cry for 23 hours everyday.. sleep 1 hr everyday.. those are the real pathetic ones out there.. but at least they are real..


haiz i duno la. yesh. peirce two hole.. like cool...



ah fuck it all.
patheticness and shit. pick yourself up la. pls.