Tuesday, October 03, 2006
freaking pissed.
1. at farking jay for singing stupid fa rue xue.. DAMN GAY CAN.
2. i can almost SWEAR my com is LAGGING. by a fraction of a millisecond. and it irritates me.
3. I GOT BOOKED BY FUCKING WHITE SANDS. CB BENEDICT YOU FUCKIN MANAGEER BOOK ME?? parked my bike outside cavana.. like WTF. FUCKING BLANGLA BITCH. CB SEE MY FACE NOT HAPPY IS IT.. COME ONLY BITCH ME LIAU.
EEHH BOy.. THIS POLE BELONG TO ME.. CANNOT PARK HERE.. I GIVYOU 30 DOLLAR TICKET NEXT TIME AH..
fucking make me wait there cause they so fucking useless dunno how to open the stupid lock. YES. THEY FICKING LOCKED MY BIKE CAN. WITH A PATHETIC YELLOW PIECE OF SHIT.. NEXT TIME I AM GONNA CALL SENG KIAT TO CUT OPEN THIER SHIT CAN.. YEASh..
okay.. now thats out..
i've come down with flu.. kept sneezing. stupid benedict. AAHH.
hm. made marcus angry. play-slapped him today.. oh well.
studied alot today. sort of. revised, accually.
well. wanted to write.
what if.
what if..i was a child again.
i was a child, living in a place so cold.
i had no clothes.
no comfortable chair.
no computer to play with,
no glasss of milk to drink from.
what if. i was a lonely child.
no parents, no friends.
no people around me who cared.
what if i was sick and dying.
i had no money. no roof over my head.
i never touched a basketball, played outside in the court.
never had the energy to run.
to swim.
to live my life.
what if i had no food,
no indulgances.
only eating myself slowly inside out.
what if i never had school,
never had an education.
never had a future, just waiting for the day untill
i fall and die.
what if i had no toungue.
what if i had no hands.
what if i had no feet.
what if i had no mind of my own.
what if. there is no God.
what if i never met him.
what if i never am going to meet him.
what would i do?
what would YOU do?
so depressing huh.
i meant it to make me appreciate life even more.. but now i wanna go bang wall.. lol
6:14 PM;
