sian. in the full sense, sian.


feel disappointed with myself la..

why feel this way.. fucking selfish bastard.. even its not really yours.. but you also gonna use it wad..?can just forgive yourself.. at least they are happy.. why can;t you be happy for them.. haiz.

farkk sia. plus.. all the planning for the study plan.. what hell sia. quite can work also.. even I got follow also..


just.. FUCK IT ALL LA.



-am i just a failure in life. or am i one.