its the third time.. and already i feel like either i'm used to this nonsense, or punching teo, sometimes, i also feel regret about the whole thing as i fell back. everything i think of my dropping streams and the fuggin retaining shit.. i become so angry... haiz. met francis at his school. lmao. chatted awhile.. brought back some memories of my past. its gone, and it does'nt seem like its coming back. what i used to be..what i was able to achieve has been destroyed already.. and jie min just reminds me of it(with his stupid handshake). i never THINK these days. simply do. sure, plans everywhere.. plan here. plan there.. but where are those questions to life that make me THINK. was i not known to be a deep thinker.. think about things.. knew about things.. that another average person would not bother? what has happened?its probably my conan hiatus thing xD but..this thing.. it started even as a child..so why have i stopped my mind;s expansion.. its all.. gone.. into hiding.. somewhere, lying dormant.. i rmbr . how i used to think that.. these kind of meaningless things.. they dun help pull up my grades.. and this.. sure can/ -.-doing chem now, and occasionally asking myself the same ques i have been asking myself for days.. how did me, kun yuan, and jeremy become friends again? oh well.only can remember that bus ride kun took a pic of me.. wearing the baleono shirt that i jsut bought..face sure can make it sia. and that night where we walked talked.. and with teo.. something about keyboards (yea, i remember -.-") shalay also.. quite fun >.<""" yawns.. i'm out. no pics today. maybe someo other time.. the notes i've done. its so neat and girly xD