o lord. why have you abandoned my soul.. my spirit is down, my body weak. where art thou my king, my strong hold? only you can save me lord.

man.. screw this farking day.. din go to school today.. my sickness is getting stronger.. got throat infection.. fever, cough..when i sneeze or cough, my stomach hurts.. my com got the stupid virus.. farrk la.. then..from today, i;m no longer in strike force.. fuck u sis.. hate u..stupid cg... hate all of you.. damn you all larhh..its the final straw.. but you wont take me away from God.. i'll go another church if i have to.. if not.. like last week.. sit myself, cuase you all bring me down.. i despise going to church, only because of you all.. its been like this for 1 year plus already.. bloody hell..the stupid thing is, this sunday is the welcoming ceremony, then they kick me out. then i tell to sis, she fuckingly come and say, "but you not invovled anymore" knn la.. stupid bitch.

common tests.. english i got 69...and i din do my poa test an d geog test. tmr also i not sure going schl nots..i think will larh..tmr terry and wangliang celebrate bdae together.. maybe i going.. this saturday..i dunno want to go church or not.. stupid larh.. i will call che and ken soon.. study then i sleep ler..damn this larh..