been sleeping late like crazy these 3 days.. lol.. just did my friendster profile.. end up..i think i forgot to save or something.. cuase nothings changed..ayia. wahtever larh.haiz. the uncle i've been prayin for, whose was brain dead, the plug pull ler. But still, God won;t let anything affect me.. even though been sleeping about this time,(4 plus) i still get to chat with alot of people. lol. my brain no activity larh. not much to type. sleepy ler. will go blading later, i hope. and gonna buy my bike with JL.

just thinking.. am i too fanatic? lol. the blog, the profile.. what am i trying to prove. who am i trying to prove to.. all old questions, surfacing. haiz. but it does'nt matter now larh. as long as i;m out there, serving, and loving him whole heartedly. does te extra things count, and matter? feels like it..haiz. confuse myself.. i'ma play maple for awhile haha.

Mum gave me 20 bucks before church. now wallet empty. shes not working leh.. feel so dots larh. lord... do bless her with alot alot of money kay? and love and blessings! in jesus name,amen! =) 4 bucks i eat dinner. 6 , incuding frm my last weeks allowance.. buy weiling ta pau. chcken fantastic .bless her larh. haha.lord, must make her well okay! thanks thanks. tmr remind me lay hands. 4 bucks, tithe.4 serivce offering.2 chcsa. haha. spread untill so nice. =x lord.. guide me more kay. am i simply giving blindly? i know e answer is no. but so far i have not seen my harvest.. i know i;m happy, and thats part of it. i know your blessing my family too, but i can;t see the material blessings.i need your assurance lord. please? haha. =)

Cg merge ler.sit together and everything. but still abit of those feelings when sis say "make up cell on sunday." rina still ask me to go sunday de. dots. i think she got STM. okay.. being mean.. -.- sis says, cuase ppl know u are a christian, i cannot contridict myself, and say weird stuff on my blog. lols. i came to church late today. could'nt find the cg. sat alone again. conan sms me, are u sitting alone? and i said no, cuase i tot i would'nt. end up i did. lmao. after serivce, took train to air port. Ian was real friendly. not what i expected.. i guess. still lame around, but today i was abit quiet..guess will open up soon.then tapau bk, walk to some quiet place. fellowship abit. Ian kept talking to me. something about james leading a group. the [[lame,funny, and some say semi-retarded gang]]. something like that.ohh wells. wait till i open my mouth. lmao. ooh. now i have some tough competition! want to snatch my best dressed-award. hmph! the bro, has some nice shirts. keep forgetting hsi name.. hes the one inmy fridster pic.. the outing that day was freaky. the wash up part. lmao. song liang came out stark naked.and yee hao ranting about how boxers are for grown ups. haha. i'm shaking all over. its cold.. lol. brother mark kwan now no more popularity ler. hiayo-yo. he did a song item for us. not thunderous response i expected. o'd school also did an item for us. cooold.

sleep here i come..