I AM BACK.

after my dad freaking threw my router on the floor.. it's metal casing is now like, totally bended -.- now he got direct wiring.. which streams across the living room into mine. haha. very funny. o.o alright.. as some of u may notice.. entering page has been changed.. the angel thingy.. i will draw betters soon.. haha.. (as if)been to dave;s blog again... sounds so.. spyish.. hahas. weiling;'s sleeping on the couch.. i'm listeng to best i ever had.. dave;s blog.. this is starting to sound like an obession.. lol. i won't biteyou, dave.. HEH. -.- moving to next topic.. N class has been fun! with fellow guitarists like yong liang.. and drummers like taufik.. i can;t stop talking. with people liek Justin commenting on my blog.. it's freaky.. haha.. ken owes me 6 bucks.. shared loads with him.. madness.. untill 11 plus can.. taking malay B.. and N lvl.. whoa. next year.. haha.. dad said.. give me a lap top if i got tops in it. haha. i;ma go for it.. but.. i keep losing focus, and my drive-motivation.. geting a call with the words " with-held " agitates me.. mum's back. did i mention that? anyway. i have never freaking jogged since last year.. i mean.. whats up with that.. what happened to goal setting jian.. haha.. refreshing my aims list with revision of DAVES blog. haha.

Spiritual
urgh. spiritual as in church? lol. commitments has doubled!
-as cg guitarist.. i have to go to thomas house for training.. and go for cgs!ken shared freakin loads abt how cg play impt part in our walk with God. if i can't flow with them.. i can't flow with God..
-as a ministry member. haha. this i " excited" but so far nothing going on.. so.. will update with a "YAY I GOT GO MINSTRY TODAY WHOA WHOA LA LA LA " title..
-as his child. respecting him as a father.. what does that mean.. i also dunno.. i'm sure he'll make me find out soon.. xD on a serious note.. not taking the father for granted.doing sinfuk stuff knowing he's there.. i'm sure it pains him even though he knows me through and through..
-as his servant. well. minstry is one thing. but worship is another. learn to serve him with worship..glorify his name everyday.
-as a living temple. get baptized.

for easy viewing..
-learn to flow with God..
-not taking the father for granted.
-learn to serve him with worship..glorify his name everyday.
-get baptized.

Studies
haha.. a touchy topic.. it's not my priority.. but it is my workplace..the main place where i will Glorify him. slack and i am disobeying him. com WAS freaking important to me.. but..

games only on week ends...

but.. afraid to make that commitment.. hard......week days 1-2 hours if freaking free la.

starting tommorow. be commited to study plan.

Attitude..um.. work harder on it! remember the people countin on yer..

Cell group
dave inculded this.. so.. um.. ya. >.<" ok.

improve relationship with the cell..
please dun be rude to helper ..
boost cell group socially? xD

Ministry
writen liau. =)

Achievments
top N lvlist? big dream, but nothing with God.

compose 3 worship songs.

Attitudes
wow. this is bigger than studies.
chnage attitude towards CG.
attitude towards Parents.
attitude towards everyone..
control your excessive preaching.. -.-
stop fucking self-pity.




[cause it a new world ahead of me..i must face it]