hey people.
feels like years since i last blogged.well. you can all thank samuel lim ern kai for it.
for:
-being a fucking dumb ass.
-fucked up back stabber.
-having ridiculus mindsets of ' helping other people' when causing loads of trouble.
-spoiling my com.. without doing anything to help.
-cowardice. loads of cowardice.
-having this lovley habbit of screwing up people lives and expecting them to forgive him so he can screw it up again.

still. i don't go church for nothing. the lords grace over my life, really stopped me frm taking the freaking parang and drive it through his heart.(if he has one..)or his brain.(whoa.. haha..lol..)

testimony time. I FORGIVE THE BASTARD.but lord..that does'nt mean i can;t scold and hate him ya?

=)

it has been depressing for me.. these few weeks.. main reasons..
-duh. u know who.
-not feelin god as strongly as past past past few weeks.
-cell grp is reshuffling.(weird..)
-transfering to normal stream next year.
- parents talking over and over about sameul the sonofabitch.(it makes me wanna just get it over with and gouge out his eyes.....)
-the many probs sam cuased.. especially the barbeque thingy.. he say want to pay...then dun want to pay.. then now want to pay.. then dun want tp pay..like.. wtf..
-work.. sam promised a posiitionin his aunt's shop.. bengawan solo... but guess what.. he got jelous cuase he could'nt get the part.. so never ask for me...