okay..so i think i'm not gonna talk to samuel again..he never replies..feels insulting.wahaha.anyway..i have been placing all my thoughts into anthr diary.a paper one.yea.just gonna says some things.got school tmr.
'through chirst i am born, through chirst i will grow'
i posted a tag on sis jo's board..then i deleted it..but suddenly..it pop up there back again..so i was like..er..ok..then sis jo called me..say how..u wanna go church..i was like..yea..
'the father beckons to his child,to be glorified.'
i dunno la.these stuff are poping through my head.some frm e bible.
'speak lord,for your servant hears.'
wahaha.i went for yesterdays service.IN CITY HARVEsT CHURCH!HOLY!wahaha.i told sis jo:i feel energised again!and behold.i speak the truth!wahaha.i'm doing my jesus freak part.the service was about how chirstians around the world understand the concept of penetrating the marketplace.in education,bisness,media,and other stuff.
LOL.THE PASTOR HIMSELF PROVED LETITIA WORNG.TAA.WHAHAHA.i told her my dream was to become a bisnessman, with dedication,and love for god at the same time.let said that it was impossible.well..u heard the words ofthe father.
"i can do all things,through chirst who strengthens me"
so..vision renew,spirit filled,i feel i can take on the world again.PRAISE THE LORD.AMEN.watched excorsist with let.lol..it was lame.anyway..sad thing.kokor heng is coming over to singapore..he has throat cancer..i realy really have to pray for him..please people..pray for him..test of faith?i belive..

people are saying..ni shou le..which means..u are thinning..lol..i was like..really?really?LOL.happy la.i was 59.7 kg yesterday!!i have already broke my record!!to be 50+ kg by june.WAHAHAHA!lame.now maybe 60+ again.lol.me myself have throat infection.kinda pain/irritating. but not cancer..haiz.

just wanna thank god.
'father,i thank you.i thank you for renewing my spirit,for all the trials ahead of me.for the strenght u place in me,whenever i needed you.for calling me into your house again o lord,and teaching me my place in my planted church.for always watching me, guiding me with every step.father.your servant is sorry.for my sins,my shame of you.for ignoring you. for being selfish.hear thee o father,for your servant is sorry.in jesus name i pray, amen.'

before this, i was e bedok interchange.met e317 after my tuition at macs,then went upstairs to the cyber cafe n played 1 hour.then i letf and bought chicken/duck rice..3$.took 17 back home..glad to be aiming for the lord again.priase u priase u i praise uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.lol.

-you came for me,you died for me,you rose for me,-
-please now lord,change me,renew me.-
-thank you for everything-