hey..looking through friendster..today dragged on pretty slowly..felt as if i spent 2 weeks sitting here..lol..i was looking at all e brunei peepz in chung hwa..not bad ah..seriously catch up with singapore liau..now singapore kiasu till we already "si" liau..and wtf la..people over there wear the band wear until got 5 colors on thier wrists...lol..ppl accually jam over there..intersting..bball..yea.evreyone loves bball.my damn ball always hit the hoop but shoot very nice..lamex..just remenisin...playing linkin park In The End. reminds me of my first blog song..lolx..and all of my memories..i realize it now..wht koko said..was true.. i cannot take hardship.if only i could just endure it...instead of just hiding..but not really..if i am still in brunei..would i be the person i am now?(a person not as fuckin cocky)would i even be blogging?would i have all my goals and visions all planed out? would anyone like me?i think of it..and no.life has to go on with or without me.i can;t be selfish everyday..just thinking of how people hurt me..and sometimes even go to the extent of making people hate me so i can hate and blame them back.to the extent of making people sympathize with me and get attention.i look back..and it comes back to me..and no..i;m not really hiding..i'm taking each step to become who i can be..i know..what i have sacrificed..is pretty much unbearable for most people..to go away from people who could teach u great lessons..from people who were ur friends?how much can a man take?but here i am.and here;s what i know.NO.there are billions and billions of people in this world going through what i am going through..even worst people..people who are pushed,shoveled, and kicked aside..i know that feeling..but people..stay strong..i will go through this..and one last thing..hs-DM is full of CRAP.compare to chung hwa, chung hwa is macam a heaven..can bring hp..can wear band..can do gazilon stuff..i mean la..wtf..a shirt is a shirt..dun give us this crap about low pants..we go there to study not to dress up fuking smartly..a hp is'nt going to disrupt lesson time..if it does then alright la..fair tht u take it..man..i'm like whatever la..mid year exams are coming..zz..me and conan..kinda patched up..i was kinda cold to him last few weeks la..but sometimes i think..are friends really meant to be together forever?soon as ur purpose is fulfilled..u move on..and fulfill ur destiny with another..till u meet the one u know is meant for u..and u for the other..from that point on..you stop moving around..haha..lame shit.