bleaaaa!!! u ass hole..message me!!i was totally at a lsot at what to do..and u got specs!!HAHA.nobody ask u to stare at com 24 hoours a day...emerlyn blog rawks ^^ i love e song..reminds me of broadrick times!!hai..broadrick..given a chance..i think i would go back there..for real..but i just dunno how to do it..haiz..in hai sing..i cock up alot..as in ALOT lo..i forget this..i forget that..duno la..din bring project work..then with jonathan keep insulin my volley..think he so bloddy good..like real la..can't see him loving god..damn bitch la..dunno what's with the hai sians..say he "spiritual"..not to be cocky la..i mean i not jelous of people being better than me..i've gone past tht stage liau..but he?being more spiritual than me?i can eat my SHIT.i hate his face..worse than conan.. >.< and his stinking attitude..argh.he's like..the 5th reason i FUCKING HATE HAI SING..damnit..i just feel like sayin sory to julie..i know u read my posts..and it's like..stop trying lo..i know i'l never fit in..i have always beeen abl to cope with isolation and lonlness..in brunei..and lester..one of thoes people who wants me to fit in..i see him trying..but..very hard >.< cuz jonthan's there..hai..i hate this kind of love god but damn have an attitude person..i hate to judge but it's like this kind of people needs to be changed..u want to be a child of god..u ahve to hav the image of jesus chirst..there;s nothing for me to forgive anyway..i hold nothing agasint him now..bleax.

[[just wanna love god for eternity]]
[[and should i forgive u?]]