Friday, January 21, 2005
i think i;m gonna fall alseep waiting for a bloddy page to laod in blogskins..it's so bloddy laggy in my com...other site is quite fast..dunno why..so mabye i would break my promise and do another blog..anyway dad asked to see *my work*..wahaha..ragnarok ROKS!wahah..i think i;m becumon an addict agian..which is bad..but anyway..i changd jobs liau..woot!aco now..it damn fun lors..but anyway..i feel so strange..like i wanna just hurt somebody..i just dunno alright..and rina talked to me to go cell group..but i din go..i really dunno wht's happening to me..it;s jsut so..not right..i think i just was abit bad to michelle ba..sorry yea..i think i;m just gnna sit in my room and pray..but i;ll do tht later..do class blog first..sigh..
somewhere i belong
When this beganI had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find/That I'mNot the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to loseJust stuck/Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I want to healI want to feel
What I thought was never rea
lI want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone]It's gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I Belong
And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere
Only to find that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to loseNothing to gain/
Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own
I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never beAnything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today
I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong
6:58 PM;
