Tuesday, January 18, 2005
fuk man..i just can't take it anymore..i finally abit realize the freakin tension tht always builds up inside of me whenever it's cg..mabye sooner or later i will understand the feeling when it;s my time..but for now i guess i will never will..being the youngest in cg..i think by the time this shit is over..nobody will be letf standin if we contineu to be like tht..but did'nt god promise revival?or was it just that it was dawned upon a fake prophet?just wHAT is happening to us?i will only trust in god and in him i trust!!what's worng with that?what's worng with me wearing my cross?this cross is the symbol of jesus's love for me..u all fuck heads..is satan messin with us?i;m not gonna let him do tht to me in jesus name..but really..why this..why fuck now..nothing was wrong..everyone's really sick and depressed..just wanna hold on the jesus..let him come and save us sooner sia..i so confused..i "want" to be depressed?what shit is it?mabye i just wanna have a part in this..we're bros and sis..just hold on to that single fact..we're in this together..and am i gettin tempted?i'm goin to another church with jimmy this sun..cuz just wanna check out another house of god would feel like.
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