crap.feeling damn stressed out..think gonna go do some runnign or wadever later.couped up in the bloddy house now. with dad painting.FUCK.damn it.it's totally messin my mind up.can't think.can't breath.yea.the stink is intorable.saw sarah in bugis..well.long time ago.went to the zoo.not gonna do that update todae.homework;s all n ot done.damn.lost the maths paper.fUCK .FUCk.FuCK.i can't take it anymore.Ah liau's getting too sick already.but hell.making some friends there..found out a guy with a crush named yvonne?lol.reminds me of the last time one eh?but wtf.watched harry potter untill 2a.m yesterdae with weiling.yesterdae went to east coast with mom and dad. quite relaxing.need ta destresss...damn.i'm gaining weight.damn.fuck...i can;t stop swearing.i'n losing it.mom wants me to do the fucking malay.i', losing everything.the maths paper.the mamaly text book.can't it get anyt worse.it's just a fucked up day.can't help it.soem guys playing bbal outside.mabye gonna just play until i dehydrate and die in the sun and just melt.very not dramatic.just FUCKED UP.damn damn damn dman damn.i'm feelin so gultiy to my mom.whtevre did she do.i'm treatin her so bad.FUCk.yea.i'm ignoring HER too.about time i forgot about her.if she wants us to be togehter.she better work for it.i've done my part in this whole thing.damn.probaly call her later.ask her to just FUCk off.yea.