Monday, April 12, 2004
liauz..these daes damn farked up stressed sia..more problems all piling up ..can't sop thinkin bout her..sometimes happy den suddenly like want to cry like that..everydae jus feel the same..but sum times itz jus too much alrhz..i mean like homework..pilling up..the things i do..all is bull sheet..nothing works out..can anyone jus tell me any thing that i oraganized worked out?heck no..think al i;m good at is mabye computering and a bit counselling sia..but conselling onli counsel other ppl..wad's the use of counselling oneself?guess i'm better much left alone..jus doin wad i want to do..onow,is'nt that a life everyone wants....so how?it cannot be done..just go on with life..wear a mask..and then..scream inside..now bein stressful..have u felt te feeelin when u like sumone but she does'nt know u exsist?u are den gone,vamush,hilang..den sum one pops in ur life and even she does'nt know u like her..bloddy stress larhz..

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